CUTTHROAT

this society that i’m living in right now, they have so much hate. there is always somebody who has to spew pessimism all over my timeline about the on-goings of the world. i’m fine with people and their opinions but why so much hate…WHY???!!

on another similar note, my days of procrastination and hate are slowly dissipating and i am thirsty for happiness. i just need to make myself into a better and useful person. i am patiently waiting for whats in store in the near future. and I’ve never felt so thankful of what i have right now. i may not be a millionaire’s daughter but at least i have enough food to get by every single day.

though my days are quite routine and bland, i know i am blessed with my family and friends by my side. and i don’t have to run for my life every night.

okay gotta scram now, i’m hungry.

have a good day everyone!!

16th Jan 2012

BOMBAY BICYCLE CLUB!!!!

this would be the only time that i’m actually updating this goddamn tumblr because i have to share one of the greatest night that ever happened to me in 2012 so far. the first post and prolly the last of 2012. who knows.

so now i’m lying on my bed anticipating a humongous headache while i try to not jumble up all the things i want to share right now. i have so much to say but it feels like “dhgsfjdsffhfkjl” is all that comes out..

lets get to the point. paid almost $100 bucks to catch a bunch of bands playing but the only one that i anticipated the most was Bombay Bicycle Club because i think that was the only one worth the almost $100 bucks. and boy, were they fucking good. everything about them was badass and beyond words. i was almost brought to tears when they played dust on the ground because i was so fucking stoked that they were actually playing right in front of me. sorry to say that they were much better live than the vines even though i was glad that i got to catch them live as well.

Jack sounded so fucking good. jamie was ace. suren was amazing and ed is such a badass bassist. basically they’re beyond amazing.and they were really nice people, especially ed. Jack why u no talk more?! but its okay. i sound like a retard anyway. i’m always tongue-tied when i want to say something intelligent to awesome people. in the end i feel like a fucking fan girl (oh no! i’d prolly stay very far away from paul banks if they were to come!) why oh whyyyyyy. sigh.

i’m thankful to have caught them live before i actually departure from earth. since i still haven’t got the chance to catch interpol, i think this is good enough. heeee. it’ll prolly gonna take at least a week to calm the fuck down. i even wished the taxi driver a very good night despite the ever increasing meter. that is how fucking high i’m feeling right now. i think my life is 3/4 complete (interpol get yo ass here pronto!). the pain tomorrow shall be worth it.

happy happy happy kid weeeeeeeeeee!!!

15th Dec 2011

Eeeek!

i think i have the lamest most emotional tumblr. Le sigh. so young and so lame. must be the hormones.

i’m sorry i don’t have anymore inspirations to write an essay of life reflections on each night. that is so 2008. you fucked yourself up, you move on and try to change. if you fucked up again, just keep fucking up until you finally had it.

okay i’m hungry. i don’t think i can control my appetite anymore. it has a monstrous mind of its own, my stomach. EAT ALL THE FOOD IN THE KITCHEN.WORD.

Watching ‘The Biggest Loser’ and thinking..’I’m actually pretty fit :D

Watching ‘America’s Next Top Model’ and thinking.. I’M FRIGGEN OBESE D:

Forever alone…….